WHY.

Why do I do this to myself.

I searched out my competition on Instagram today. And I TOTALLY psyched myself out.

Now I'm feeling all sorts of not ready/nervous/scared.

But the fire has been LIT - to finish these last 3 weeks as strong as I possibly can. That's all I can do.

I don't know why I looked - there's nothing I can do about who shows up to compete against me. I WANT the competition, I WANT the challenge - that's why I compete.

So I dunno why I'm letting it get to me. But it is.

Otherwise, I had an awesome day - crushed my leg session and got some cardio in too. Enjoying a beautiful day - trying not to stress, but here I am stressing. LOL!

*deep breaths*

*sigh*

Feeling the pressure now.